Where do I start since right now there is about a billion things going on in my head and I don't even know where to start, but I feel like I need to start some where....
so here it goes . . .
I'm a person who does not like change, I am a person who does not want anything to change and as hard as it might be I know deep inside things change... People come and people go... for every beginning there is an end....
now why am I say this???
Well a friend brings up my profile picture on my FaceBook and starts asking questions. And I'm sure not everyone knows why I have that photo up as my profile picture. Well here are my reasons:
- candle is for my grandmother who passed away at the age of 98
- the ARCA in the back is a reminder that no matter what I will always be an ARCA regardless what ever someone might think or say.
- and lass regardless what ever happens my family will always be there for me.
But I can honestly say that i still can't accept that she has passed and I understand that everyone has their time. But I really din't want to see her go... and I just don't like to think about it, because every time it comes up I always break down in tears. I just. . .
I just really miss her...
lil by lil I know time will pass and I will accept it but as of right now its a burden in my hear that i choose to keep...
Now in the upside, I had a really really great weekend... from having lunch with old co workers to shopping on Weds, bowling Thursday. then hanging out with Korina and clubbing with friends on Friday, then celebrating Kathies Birthday and hanging out all day then having lobster dinner with some wine and movie dinner at my house with the BFFs and then business meeting and being lazy on Sunday.
But then complications before the week even starts.
Things are suppose to be simple.
Things like this should be easy.
Things like this are not suppose to happen...
Things like this all ways end up this way...
And yet it always ends up like this now...
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IF THERE IS A WILL THERE IS A WAY....
enough said.
Have faith that everything will be alright. I think it's the law of the universe, nothing goes in the way that you'd like it :P but power through it and be proud of yourself at the end of the day.
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